You're the reason I believe in Love.
Monday, February 07, 2011
It's been almost 6 months, and it still hurts when I think of you.
I too, have been running around in circles for the past months... Regret, guilt, loneliness, misery. I fight to become stronger and I am fine for awhile, but then something somewhere somehow triggers the memories and I am weak all over again. I feel incomplete without you.
But I know now that there is no turning back; things will never be the same again even if I try. And I know you're happier now... Perhaps that is all that matters.
I love you bee, I still do. But I am letting go of you.
I will not fall back on the familiar anymore... I'd rather preserve the beauty of what we shared, than to ruin it any further. I know this is what both of us need.
I am truly sorry for hurting you, and I hope that you will find your special someone soon to regain your faith in Love and Humanity.
Thank you for being there for me during my darkest moments, and for showing me what Love is. Thank you for being my best friend, and for being just the way you are.
If given a chance to turn back time to that fateful day on November 13, 2006, 23:45, I'd still say yes. Because you are one of the most beautiful encounter in my life, and I'd never forget everything we went through together - the smiles and laughter, the knowing looks in our eyes, the fights, the promises, the hugs and kisses, the Love.
Goodbye to you.
♥ my red umbrella
19:41
