Tuesday, November 28, 2006
exams end already leh.
but why dont i feel extremely ecstatic ah.
tmr going vivo lo.
yay.
♥ my red umbrella
21:24
Sunday, November 26, 2006
wahh its been 1 week plus since i last blogged.
cant wait for the last 2 papers to be over
i wanna see my lovelies asap cos i miss them so very much.. hohoho
ahhhh lh wong i miss you a lot!
you better write down all that you have to say to me in point-form, so you wont run out of things to say when we finally meet! =D
meanwhile, jia you and hang in there okay? things will turn out fine soon, i hope!
my dad's flying to inndeeyah in a few hours.
he's gonna miss my birthday! =(
had a taste of hostel life during this period of time, thanks to dd/xq.
wahh so much freedom!
and it does get a tad depressing when you're all alone in an enclosed area, with nothing else but the company of books, a bed and lots of clothes.
but then again, its the company that matters so sweet moments could happen too.
lh wong thinks sarcasm is my choice of self-expression. (dont think i dont know!)
without negativity, you really wont know what positive is. dont you think so
vivocity in 3 days time - i cant wait! =D
i need to shop badlyyyyyyyy
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oh yes, SOH HY: are you free this thursday night to go for the pjc post-prom party at momo? let me know okay! (poor SIMers, got school next day! =P)
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omg my post is completely random, not organized at all.
HOW TO WRITE ESSAYS THE NEXT 2 DAYS! sighh
♥ my red umbrella
17:38
Thursday, November 16, 2006
goshh i'm having my jap paper in 5 and a half hours' time!and im nowhere near being prepared for it. how am i gonna write a compo and do the compre, when i cant even remember some of the characters?! shit. SOMEBODY HELP ME!sometimes you have to meet a few wrong people before you know you've met the right one.right?everybody say YES! hahhahhaahageee everything feels surreal.and i wanna go vivo! seems like everyone's been there except me.and dd owes me a date to haji.lh dear owes me an ECP trip.haha! missesssss. =)amidst the clouds of darkness, a ray of light shone through. =D
♥ my red umbrella
07:36
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
weeeeeeeeeee! :)
and so another chapter of my life begins.....
hehhehehehe. :D :D
i loveeeee my darlings!
cant wait to see all of you after the 28th!!
i wanna gossip with you all!!
♥ my red umbrella
00:13
Saturday, November 11, 2006
ahhhhhh i hate the time of the month.
i always get mood swings and i'll feel terribly lonely.
cramps got so bad yesterday that on the way to jp, i felt like throwing up on the bus.
ended up yawning and yawning to control myself.
alighted the bus, was rushing to the taxi stand when i got stopped by a street surveyor.
apparently he thought im a secondary school student. (wth.)
then i was answering his questions.. until the cramps starting cramping real bad and it got to my head
i talked rubbish.. and honestly couldnt think straight.
"whats your name?""ntu.""err.. okay.."
"why were u not interested in the saving scheme the last time?"
"cos im not feeling well. i mean, i wasnt interested."
and then i apologised and told him i have to go cos im really not feeling well
he asked me to write my number down, and my hand was shaking
as i walked away, my mind was in a swirl
i hit my head a few times to gain consciousness.. i was wearing a jacket cos it was drizzling
and i started sweating profusely
then the point came when i really felt like i was going to faint soon.
i sat down and called my dad immediately cos i was afraid that if i faint, nobody will recognise me and they wont help me!
so my dad came and as i walked to the bus stop in the rain, my legs were too weak to even be lifted above the ground to avoid puddles
he came, i plopped down into the seat and he said my face was green.
my legs were weak, hands shivering, i wanted to puke and my lower abdomen was going to explode.
during the entire scene before my dad came, i felt bloody lonely.
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wanted to make it a bang, invite everyone i know and just party the night away.
but come to think of it, maybe i shouldnt.
if i matter to them, they'll come to me. right?
now i dont feel like doing anything anymore.
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and i miss my a01 girlies very much...
♥ my red umbrella
01:35
