Thursday, May 31, 2007
TOO LAZY TO BLOG RECENTLY. hahaha
so much happened recently, but im too lazy to string them into proper sentences here.
well wormie, leong and chin met up for dinner today.. without me. boooooo i was so free for the past few weeks but nobody said anything about a meetup! bad lah you all, bad. =(
meet me soon, please.
oh and i met up with my sec school clique last night.. 4 hours of pure chattering non-stop! 95% gossip, 5% updates on our lives.. it scares me to realise how much we've grown and changed.. i wish i can be 16 forever.
there's this bad aura floating around my house recently..
my brother's leaving in about a month's time, he has been partying all he could whenever he books out and he suddenly realised he's not ready to commit after being in a steady rship for 5 years..
maybe the bad aura is floating around him only.
but it was enough to upset the whole family.
for so many reasons, the breakup made me depressed for a day..
it was my third day in school today, and it's good so far.
it's Business Stats, and a whole lot of it is similar to Amaths and Cmaths so its manageable i guess.
and my course mates are from all over the world!
china, india, myanmar, indonesia, korea, vietnam...
and there's this singaporean guy who looks like Rain; he made the admin ladies go ga-ga! lol
why is my birthday so far away.i wanna be in the birthday mood!
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
im so glad i found love. =)
♥ my red umbrella
02:50
Thursday, May 24, 2007
aiyah i've been too lazy to update recently.
school starts this friday!
actually friday's just the Welcome Day - lessons start proper next monday onwards, frm 2-5pm every weekday!
and the best part?
my school in the same building as leong pl's school!
weeee so i'll be seeing much more of her! =)
okay that's it.
im too lazy to blog in detail regarding the course but my mind's REALLY made up this time. lol
no more changes, just full charge ahead!
and so, im hit by the Urge to Shop Like There's No Tomorrow again, even though im still as broke as ever. ohno.
♥ my red umbrella
00:35
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
have been too lazy to update these days..well i've signed up for MDIS already.decided not to wait any longer for Tourism Academy because their system is too SLOW!found another course: Bachelor of Business in Hotel & Resort Management - and it'll take 2 years, the same amount of time as that required by the diploma in TA!hmm but, MDIS is a private school and the degree is awarded by Southern Cross University, Australia.. AND i'm gonna be in the first intake!so i do have my reservations.. but i decided to take the risk anyway.
like what ray said, i should've known what i'll be in for since i made the decision a couple of weeks ago..well the school's located at Queenstown, (or is it Queensway) and i've got a direct bus home!and i think the campus looks more like a school than compared with TA...
but ofcourse, i still miss ntu!everyone says im courageous.. but really, im scared like shit.it feels like i've been downgraded.i dont know if a certificate endorsed by Southern Cross Uni will be recognised in the private sector because honestly, i havent heard of the uni myself...
ahh but i've been telling myself to think nothing else but POSITIVE!
so im trying hard not to worry too much about the future..
and if all else fails, it just means that i'm destined to be a taitai and i cant defy the heaven's wishes right! hahahhaamy first semester begins come july 23rd and im very excited already!
it's gonna be a brand new start and this time, no more turning back!
GOGOGO!
♥ my red umbrella
21:03
Sunday, May 06, 2007
imu.
_________
to pinky's fans out there:
this is to inform you that she had to undergo an operation on saturday afternoon.
something was blocking her uterus which had to be removed or it'll become fatal.
so now she's sterilised.
but she's so very weak since yesterday and have been hiding in all possible corners of the house.
the whole family is upset because she refuses to eat. =(
_________
"Dear valerie,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, May 6
Momentary discomfort doesn't mean that this relationship isn't working -- in fact, it's just the opposite. A little irritation now means you two are just trying to find a way to fit into each other's lives. Ride it out."
wahlao. damn spooky!
♥ my red umbrella
19:32
Saturday, May 05, 2007
a week to 6 months it is, but the storm had to come.we parted at the junction without goodbyesthen wormie came to the rescue and she saves the day.i called her in fury and broke down right smack in the middle of town but somehow i ended up making her laugh instead =\i dont understand.you never asked.sidenote: towards family matters my mother's temper amazes me; considering she's like an active volcano at work, she's like a sheep at home. bahhhh~
and patience is a virtue so i'll wait. ho hum
♥ my red umbrella
23:03
Friday, May 04, 2007
it's 2.48am now and im wide awake. again.have been sleeping at unearthly hours the past few nights, due to insomnia and renewed addiction to my nintendo ds.thank goodness i've been kept pretty busy the past few days too, so i didnt have much time to think/worry abt my future.went to sentosa yesterday but the weather was disappointing.caught a glimpse of Tourism Academy - the back of the building actually, and it looked more like.. a tourist attraction. like.. Asian Civilization Museum? or.. Previously-Occupied-by-British Building kind of thing.its old.. newly refurbished and perhaps even repainted but still, its old.and then i got reminded of the pretty ntu buildings which sit atop a hill and i feel like im messing up my life. like, totally.ahhhh i really should stop thinking negatively.blog-hopped to a few strangers blogs and i've been reading their updates frequently.main reason was because they're hot - another was because their lives are soo happening.clubbing, drinking, shopping, dressing up, boyfriends.
i'd compare their lives with mine and i'll feel miserable.which is wrong, cos my life isnt exactly all that bad i guess.sigh negativity has invaded my senses ever since i stopped going to school and im not too sure it'll go away anytime soon.not only have i messed up my own life, i think i've caused quite a whirlwind in his life too.ever since we started out, he has bent his thrifty ways quite a bit just so he can take me out to nice dinners, movies etc.and because ns has been eating up much of his life, much of his time was spent on family and friends - but now it's mostly between ns and me.. he hasnt even had much time for his favourite sport, much less for his friends.his buddy even had to resort to using me to threaten him just so he would meet up with them..are relationships supposed to be like that?i made sure nothing will affect my social and family life.. but i didnt ensure the same for him.. so selfish.and i think there's something wrong with my grammer.. im having difficulty with has, have and had.
omg my brain is deteriorating.yay it's my brother's birthday TODAY!and he's leaving on July 9th or 10th... =(i wish i was the one leaving instead.
♥ my red umbrella
02:49
