Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i am so sleepy... and it's not even because i haven't had enough sleep, i think.
so many things have happened the past 2 days and i dont really know how to react to most of it because pretty much hasnt sunk in yet...
i wish to have someone to talk to, someone i can pour my woes to, so my mind will stop going round in circles.
the past week has been hell for me, i just wish i can get through it asap - smoothly, peacefully, happily.
on another note, i dont understand how can someone who offered help to make a birthday party grander end up upsetting the birthday girl herself instead?
is this whole "i sacrifice myself for you" thing about yourself? that you are simply trying to prove something to somebody about your abilities?
because clearly, you are missing the point here.
no doubt you are being 'nice' for doing all those things, but obviously, you've forgotten that the locus is around her, and not you.
so quit trying to make a fuss about how things are not working out the way you wish etc.
at the rate you're going, you'll end up ruining everything even before it has begun.
grow up, boy.
things are not too good at home.
i hope it's only a matter of time, nothing else.
♥ my red umbrella
22:47
22:47
Sunday, July 06, 2008
so much work, so much work.
not enough time, not enough sleep.
and ray is scooting off to a 4day sociology camp (again!) tmr with his entire og..
we ventured to the east side yesterday, to try Popeye's Chicken and Biscuits and Changi T3. there are so many interesting places in the east, i dont mind shifting there one day. heh!
btw i drove all the way theree! quite a mean feat i'd say, given my usual routes around ulu bukit batok or woodlands and sometimes, to NUH to pick my mum. LOL
we took gazillion photos and ate buckets of chicken.
ray was communicating like a chicken at the end of the day haha!
finished one roll of film using the diana+ i borrowed from pl dear. im quite excited to see how it turns out! but sadly, i have to go to super out of the way places just to develop the film so i dont know when will i get to see the results actually.
T3 + Changi Beach + Changi Village
the 16:9 (or some other ratio) size i just fell in love with!
self-timer shot! so touristy lol
view at changi beach (spot the 2 spots!)
he got sick of taking so many photos already..
he calls this 'hammer chicken' + perfume water thats 'ice lemon tea' flavored
subtle mistakes that MIGHT be overlooked..
but how to overlook THIS??! "Stew park" and "vegeta-"?? LOL
random view while we were on the roads
the 16:9 (or some other ratio) size i just fell in love with!
self-timer shot! so touristy lol
view at changi beach (spot the 2 spots!)
he got sick of taking so many photos already..
he calls this 'hammer chicken' + perfume water thats 'ice lemon tea' flavored
subtle mistakes that MIGHT be overlooked..
but how to overlook THIS??! "Stew park" and "vegeta-"?? LOL
random view while we were on the roadsthats all folks!
tough week ahead.. sigh.
tough week ahead.. sigh.
♥ my red umbrella
18:13
18:13
Thursday, July 03, 2008
i always feel so tired whenever im stressed up.
i'd sleep for hours way beyond the usual, and still feel like i havent slept for 5 days.
and it only gets worse as i get older! lol
where has all the determination and strong will to wake up at 2am to mug gone to?!
i've got 2 mid-sem tests, 1 group assignment + 1 individual assignment deadlines and 1 class presentation in the coming week.
gosh i think no amount of lipton tea and essence of chicken will be able to keep me awake.
anyways. had what i would call a "little drama" episode a couple of days ago with someone i havent even met.
i havent been like that for a very, very long time - probably because i havent met someone has an attitude problem, and is so rude and childish for the same period of time - but those who knew what happened would agree with my actions/words.
and just as i felt slightly sorry for being so straightforward, i found out that he gave the same shit to another close friend of mine.
so too bad, hope you didnt cry alone at night.
nevertheless, am still looking forward to the party!
i'm gonna gossip so much with my girls (and boys) LOL!
and also probably it's because themed parties are so rare nowadays; i even reminded sky to keep to the colour code! hehe
as the saying goes, "let go. if it comes back to you, it's meant to be yours to keep."
♥ my red umbrella
21:11
21:11
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
i feel so lonely.
♥ my red umbrella
20:24
20:24
