Monday, February 25, 2008
i'd always think about a million and one things to blog about but before i could get my hands on the laptop, i'd lose that train of thought.anyway, march is gonna be a really crazy month because i need to attend lessons from 9-6.30pm on 2 weekends, sunday inclusive, and 7-10pm on 2 weekdays.but my sweet dad has offered to pick me up after school.. so that makes things a whole lot better! =)im still working on setting up my online biz.its so tough having to start a website from scratch and im not a tech whiz to begin with. all the HTML codes and photoshop and whatnots are burning up my free time..but at least im doing something productive; i just hope it'll work this time.okay im feeling really depressed suddenly for no apparent reason. sighgoodnight, world.PS does anyone know where i can get my hands on a copy of "The Complete Idiot's Guide on How to be a Better Girlfriend"?
it's not a joke.
♥ my red umbrella
02:25
Saturday, February 16, 2008
v day wasnt like anything i'd expect; it was far beyond my imagination.
i understand that every new relationship requires patience and love to mould it into an ideal.. but its been 15months and i wonder when will we ever be able to ride out the lows on this emotional roller-coaster ride...
sighhh.
i didnt even get a card. lol
i thought it'd be my first decent v-day spent with a boy..
but no, it wasnt.. now i have to wait another year. =(
♥ my red umbrella
01:57
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
to the people who care:i am fine, normal and happy again.thank you to 2 very special people - one who listened to my rants at my downest point, and the other, who smsed me to check if im alright. (even if it was to tell me about your 21st birthday party.. hahaha just kidding!)i hope you know who you are, and that it meant a lot to me! =)
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my dad and brother are back from the spontaneous 2D1N genting trip.
lol it all began when my dad woke up from an afternoon nap on sunday and asked my brother to check if there were any hotels available at genting!
and despite the unavailability of coaches up the mountain, my dad persisted in the idea and decided to drive up himself instead - something he hasnt done in years.
see how crazy my family can be? hahhahahahaha
but my brother's going back in 4 days' time, and things are gonna change again. sighh
btw, mydressingroom is going through a makeover! hohoho! =D
♥ my red umbrella
00:33
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
the past few weeks have been nerve-wrecking, for me.havent been feeling myself lately, days seemed to whiz past.i cant even control my thoughts - i'd be busy doing something and getting distracted for awhile and suddenly, within minutes, i get jolted back to reality. i pray that the coming CNY could help me chong chong xi!!
please drive away the worries, stress, unhappiness and whatnots, i wonnt ask for more. i just want everything to resume normalcy.i just want to feel happy.
♥ my red umbrella
21:31
