Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i am so sleepy... and it's not even because i haven't had enough sleep, i think.
so many things have happened the past 2 days and i dont really know how to react to most of it because pretty much hasnt sunk in yet...
i wish to have someone to talk to, someone i can pour my woes to, so my mind will stop going round in circles.
the past week has been hell for me, i just wish i can get through it asap - smoothly, peacefully, happily.
on another note, i dont understand how can someone who offered help to make a birthday party grander end up upsetting the birthday girl herself instead?
is this whole "i sacrifice myself for you" thing about yourself? that you are simply trying to prove something to somebody about your abilities?
because clearly, you are missing the point here.
no doubt you are being 'nice' for doing all those things, but obviously, you've forgotten that the locus is around
her, and not you.
so quit trying to make a fuss about how things are not working out the way you wish etc.
at the rate you're going, you'll end up ruining everything even before it has begun.
grow up, boy.
things are not too good at home.
i hope it's only a matter of time,
nothing else.
♥ my red umbrella
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