Sunday, June 08, 2008
hahaha i know i said goodbye, but well
IM BACK!! i've decided to revive my blog for 2 reasons:
1) i am enlightened.2) i am inspired.initially, the main reason i decided to quit blogging was because i didnt want to reveal too much about myself anymore. funny, but true.
im not too sure what came over me for the past few weeks, but it felt like i was sinking deeper and deeper into.. sadness.
i felt infinitely inferior to everything, yet i couldnt stop comparing.
but today, a "long-lost" friend msged me on msn randomly and we started chatting.
we didnt talk about anything personal, but somehow i felt enlightened.
i realised that all these while, i've been feeling so shitty because i have sidetracked from my ultimate goal in life, and have been bogged down by useless details.
i shant go too much into what happened and all, but the gist of it is:
I'M BACK - NOT BIGGER, BUT BETTER!!thank you
xuemin, although you're probably clueless about everything. haha!
and of course, thank you
dear for standing by me. =)
i am blessed!
♥ my red umbrella
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