Saturday, March 01, 2008
my days have been filled to the brim so far. waking up at 11-ish, going to school, coming home, surfing the net until 2-3am then sleep.. and the cycle goes on. i've been very, very busy with school and a lot other plans, but for the very few times in my life, i feel that im in total control of my life because i decide where i want to go.i dont go to school because i have to, but because i want to.im not like some... rich ignorant kid studying in a private school, who skips lessons as they deem fit and trusting completely that at the end of the day, no matter what kind of shit they get into, their parents will wipe their asses for them with fifty dollar bills. --- on a totally random note, my motto for the year is "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger."cliche i know, but i really feel like im living it.a couple of years ago, when i was in secondary 3-4, i thought i was going through hell.my A and E maths teacher was like The Devil from below, giving huge mountains of assignments, endless detentions and he would not hesitate to shame you in class in front of 40 other students when he feels like it.only BPians from the same batch would know and really, i thought i will die while doing maths. i used to cry alone in my room while slogging Add. maths sums because it was well past my bedtime of 12.30am and i still had 2 impossible exam papers to struggle with.but well, my efforts paid off and now im earning extra pocket money with it. i feel soooo good when im able to teach my secondary 3 girl tricky A-Maths questions!hahahha okay i think this is totally random.
i shall go sleep now because there is this person by the name of Zhen Rui who likes to stalk my blog and then scold me for blogging in the middle of the night when i told him i was going to sleep. (i was waiting for my hair to dry! okay, i was blog-hopping too, to get updated on my friends' lives...)
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