Monday, March 10, 2008
i'm afraid there's only so much i can do.my To-Do list keeps adding up this month, and im getting nowhere. i need to do this, i have to do that, i must do everything else...i spend hours slouching over the computer for a reason no one else really cares.but i do it nonetheless, because it matters to me so much. so much that i get so frustrated by my inability to do it i almost wanted to crack my head open.i wish i were smarter.or more street-smart.or at least, have a wider social network with all sorts of connections...
i cant even use photoshop.
and my creative nerve must have gotten disconnected from my brain because nothing comes out good.
sighh.
♥ my red umbrella
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