Wednesday, January 10, 2007
somehow im feeling funny.you know the kind of feeling you get when you cant remember how painful a severe stomachache you had a few hours ago was?or.. how cold you'd felt when you got drenched in the rain after a hot shower?thats how im feeling - like i've forgotten a particular feeling i've felt previously.or maybe its just pms at work. ughhhnever expected the transition to be so subtle; i'd thought there'd be a distinction of some sort.there was no on/off switch - more like it faded into a blur..-my timetable has been confirmed!no more long weekends (though my fridays end at 2pm), i didnt get business law (didnt even get to see a single vacancy i can squeeze my butt into loh), and i dropped Popular Culture.im doing Fundamentals to Communication Studies instead.haha drastic change from what i initially planned.free fridays will probably be spent sleeping in till 1pm and then shuffling around the house doing nothing anyway.and now my average dismissal time is 3.30pm!-which is better -"your parents strongly object a relationship in which you firmly believe the other party is the guy you'd wanna spend the rest of your life with" or "your parents betroth you to a guy you cant imagine yourself spending the rest of your life with"?if i were to choose, i think the second option is better.because if my parents fiercely believes that that guy is good for me, he must be financially stable so i'd marry him first, plot a flawless murder and carry it out, inherit his assets then elope with the love of my life.on a serious note, if i were to be stuck in the first situation, i'd honestly be at my wits end.my parents raised me up to be who i am today, and going against their wishes (in which they THINK its for MY sake) sounds like an unforgivable sin.but then again, if the basis of their 'judgement' is pure prejudice and silly-ness i dont think its fair to ME if i have to give up the man(or boy) i love. right? right.soo... my heart goes out to you.you dont have to see the light at the end of the tunnel to carry on walking - its the journey that counts. =)otherwise, there is no need for courtship/relationships in the world already what - just profess your love for each other then get married and have kids loh. (if thats the "light" he's talking about.)so do persevere and lets hope Guan Yin/Dua Pek Gong will help your dad gain enlightenment on this okay?if the burden on your shoulders is too heavy to bear alone, i'll be here to share the load! =D-i need a haircut, some optimism and lots of faith."the early bird might get the worm, but the second mouse will get the cheese." ;)
♥ my red umbrella
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