Thursday, January 04, 2007
i'm so addicted to my new blogskin that everytime i look at it, i get the urge to post a new entry! hehehhei need more timeeeee!7 days a week is not enough - i dont have enough days in a week to meet up with the people i want to catch up with!i feel terribly guilty for always saying "meetupmeetup" and then failing to do so.so my dearest leong/chinn, huikeng/huiyu, and victhesiaocharbor......
MEET UP SOON K! hahahhahaha =D--a tiny episode happened today.
it was merely a slipofthetongue but random thoughts crossed my mind like nobody's business and i couldnt even put my finger on which emotion was it that made me lose my appetite for my delicious BK grilled chicken burger and favourite onion rings.i was uncertain if i was more fedup with myself than him so i decided not to say anything at all although he knew something was wrong.apparently it made things worse because my frustration transformed into tears instead. and i think i scared the sunshine out of him. lol
i'd wanted so much to voice out so we can talk abt it face-to-face where tones wont be misunderstood and facial expressions wont be missed.but there were too much going on in my mind - with every thought that surfaced, the next one that appeared will contradict the previous one so i just couldnt say anything cos i didnt know where to start. =
and so we still didnt get to talk it out in the end, but thankfully a hug can replace a million words anytime so the night ended well and all is good. =)--was chatting with a 10 year old friend last night and she told me about the love of her life. she said, in him she saw perfection in his imperfection.and she had the feeling that she was going crazy over him.and she felt happiness everyday just because he's part of her life.and whenever she talked abt him she'd smile unknowingly, because it was a smile from her heart.and then she asked me if i've ever met such a guy.and i told her i just did. =)
♥ my red umbrella
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